Sometimes I really wonder if it is over?
It’s not a nice feeling to be blocked or isolated or ostracized. I am wrong in some ways…I do not deserve to be angry or upset. But I do believe I deserve to be hurt.
What I want you to know is that if I acknowledge me being wrong, and if I am offensive, its due to hurt. I always try to give excuses and deny and blame. I realise it isn’t the way.
To whoever I offended, its okay to not forgive me. I accept that fact. But if you at least give me a chance to explain, I will be calm. I apologise all the time but I observe that I tend to repeat it out of impulse. To those that feel cheated I apologise.
Some also say I am negative and treat me with hostility. I think we have to maintain courtesy and be polite even if we don’t want to listen to what others have to say. For example if i say bye then the other party should say bye even if they cannot accept what i say.It’s rude.
I don’t know if I can still make things up or fix things up with anyone whom i have offended but I hope it will happen one day. For once, let me repeat, I regret it. If we cannot have interactions with each other anymore, I respect that choice and I wish you the best for your future.